I saw the first episode of Teen Wolf today. Well can't say it amazes me, but I do like Stiles. And the music is cool too! And some actions, but honestly i got really bored when Stiles' not around.
I wrote five plans of my book regarding 5 different points of view, and planned chapters to eight, I guess, and my muse told me that he leaves and I'm left here without any inspiration or will to do anything.
The fact I'm writing on this blog now, is just to convince myself I'm not as useless, as I think I am today, but to be honest it doesn't work very well.
I have 44 pages (A5) so it is good, I think. Just feel empty, and have work to do, and blaaah! Don't know why, but for some reason I'm slightly pissed. I will drink probably after work, maybe my muse will come back. Who knows?
Maybe I have a break down, or something, because scary thoughts like "maybe my book is pathetic and I should just give up", have occurred me.
Have to drink!
Things I saw lately:
-Teen Wolf ep 1
-Game of Thrones s05e06
Things I listened to:
-Kiera Knightley "Lost Stars" and "Like a Fool"
-Kids of 88 "Just a little bit"
-Perov Stelar "All night"
-Patty Griffin "Go wherever you wanna go"
Tuesday, May 19, 2015
Monday, May 18, 2015
Hornet with overdued milk
I wrote a sketch of 6 chapters, but when I say sketch I mean the plan of those with 4 points for each. So I also added some things I'll have to fit into the "two" chapters I already have written. "Two" for they create almost 3 and I have a prologue. I'm actually happy where it is going, cuz as I said earlier I had a writer's block for over a year, and now, finally, am progressing! I'm actually excited!
I still have to create this plan sketch for rest of the chapters, and sit in silence and put everything I was thinking about in one place, cuz I made up so many things, that sometimes even I am lost. But then I remember the missing piece and everything fits perfectly.
Now I am drinking coffee with milk, which is bit overdue, but not as sour, as I expected, so... meh.
And also I'm to lazy to go to the shop. It actually doesn't taste bad, so I don't care :)
I made one character (the one I've already killed) quite impressive woman. She's strong, caring and reliable and has many secrets, and also I made her complicated history, so it's even sadder that she died. But she's not the first and not last obviously, valar morghulis!
I had a hornet in my younger brother's room today. It was bloody huge! Gods I hate insects of all kinds. And also a second one tried to fly into my house, but luckily the window was closed. Pheew!
Things I saw lately:
-Once
-Mirror Mirror
-2 eps of Tokyo Ghoul
-22nd ep of Supernatural
Things I listened to:
-OST from Begin again
-OST from Once
-Patty Griffin "Go wherever you want to go"
-Nina Simone "Sinnerman"
-Parov Stelar "All night"
-OST from Les Miserables
I still have to create this plan sketch for rest of the chapters, and sit in silence and put everything I was thinking about in one place, cuz I made up so many things, that sometimes even I am lost. But then I remember the missing piece and everything fits perfectly.
Now I am drinking coffee with milk, which is bit overdue, but not as sour, as I expected, so... meh.
And also I'm to lazy to go to the shop. It actually doesn't taste bad, so I don't care :)
I made one character (the one I've already killed) quite impressive woman. She's strong, caring and reliable and has many secrets, and also I made her complicated history, so it's even sadder that she died. But she's not the first and not last obviously, valar morghulis!
I had a hornet in my younger brother's room today. It was bloody huge! Gods I hate insects of all kinds. And also a second one tried to fly into my house, but luckily the window was closed. Pheew!
Things I saw lately:
-Once
-Mirror Mirror
-2 eps of Tokyo Ghoul
-22nd ep of Supernatural
Things I listened to:
-OST from Begin again
-OST from Once
-Patty Griffin "Go wherever you want to go"
-Nina Simone "Sinnerman"
-Parov Stelar "All night"
-OST from Les Miserables
Thursday, May 14, 2015
Sloth is my sin
I'm supposed to do anything, anywhere near to productive. Yeah. Uh um. So here I am, watching a bread loaf having a bad dream, or a cat jumping, or gods know what, and laughing like, well the stupid creature, I actually am. I even bough myself a beer, and haven't drank it yet. I want to go to sleep, but I have to do some things :/ My eyes are closing. Fu*k that I'm gonna sleep.
I'm not even going to watch 22nd episode of Supernatural (it's the last one! ). Never though I could achieve this level of laziness. But I wrote this post, so it's not that bad. But when I read the first post and this one... I'm regressing.
I lost the ability to can.
Things I saw today:
-some vines that blew my mind
Things I listened to:
-White lies (mostly "The price of love")
-You me at 6 (mostly "Crash")
-many many more :)
I'm not even going to watch 22nd episode of Supernatural (it's the last one! ). Never though I could achieve this level of laziness. But I wrote this post, so it's not that bad. But when I read the first post and this one... I'm regressing.
I lost the ability to can.
Things I saw today:
-some vines that blew my mind
Things I listened to:
-White lies (mostly "The price of love")
-You me at 6 (mostly "Crash")
-many many more :)
Wednesday, May 13, 2015
Font and murder
I wanted to change my font on laptop. Obviously I can't. At least I have no idea how to do so. I wanted to have some cool font, I don't even know which one, but Arial is boring.
Although I've killed character in my book. And I'm really happy about it. It's because I had this damn writer's block, and couldn't kill her (yes it's a female) for over a year. Not because it was hard for me to kill her, just had a block. I wanted to do it, thou I liked her, but had a block. The most hateful thing in writers life, I guess.
I'm waiting for Satan to respond to my invitation for a cup of tea now :)
Now I can't find my Lindsey Stirling CD. I think it's time to clean up my room.
I was on Pyrkon 2015 and it was FAN-TA-STIC! Next time I'll make cosplay :)
Things I saw lately:
-50 eps of Naruto Shippuden (20 to go :) )
-Supernatural S10E21 :/
-Agent's of S.H.I.E.L.D. 2 eps
-Constantine first ep
-Arrow first ep
-Game of Thrones all to 5th ep
-The Conjuring
-She's the Man (again)
Things I listened to:
-obviously not my mum
-Lindsey Stirling (various)
-Coldplay (various)
-Nina Simone "Sinnerman"
-Lady Gaga "The sound of music"
-Hozier "Take me to Church" and "Angel of small death and codeine scene"
Although I've killed character in my book. And I'm really happy about it. It's because I had this damn writer's block, and couldn't kill her (yes it's a female) for over a year. Not because it was hard for me to kill her, just had a block. I wanted to do it, thou I liked her, but had a block. The most hateful thing in writers life, I guess.
I'm waiting for Satan to respond to my invitation for a cup of tea now :)
Now I can't find my Lindsey Stirling CD. I think it's time to clean up my room.
I was on Pyrkon 2015 and it was FAN-TA-STIC! Next time I'll make cosplay :)
Things I saw lately:
-50 eps of Naruto Shippuden (20 to go :) )
-Supernatural S10E21 :/
-Agent's of S.H.I.E.L.D. 2 eps
-Constantine first ep
-Arrow first ep
-Game of Thrones all to 5th ep
-The Conjuring
-She's the Man (again)
Things I listened to:
-obviously not my mum
-Lindsey Stirling (various)
-Coldplay (various)
-Nina Simone "Sinnerman"
-Lady Gaga "The sound of music"
-Hozier "Take me to Church" and "Angel of small death and codeine scene"
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